From : chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To : jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Subject : Families urge bookstores to remove book on sex killer Homolkafrom shelves» Sea King crash prompts rapid change of plans for Air Force squadrons» RCMPcharge JTI-Macdonald and executives in alleged 1990s cigarette smuggling
Date : Sat, 01 Mar 2003 01:56:25 -0400
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Woke up early to work on the Baie-Saint-Paul International Symposium proposal. Got most of it done; Rebecca helped copy-edit some of it. Ray came by and we talked about the paintings. We pushed the date back for the show to May 17th. Stopped by the Khyber, got a pay advance and then headed to Saint Mary’s University to pick up some Arts Atlantic magazines to distribute in Ottawa this weekend. It was nice to stop by the gallery in the middle of installation (for the Janet Cardiff show), as there were lots of people there busy and working.
Went back to the Khyber, collected Spencer and Andréa and we went to Gingers for after-work drinks. Andréa’s boss’s husband was there and we sat together and talked; he had attended NSCAD years and years ago and gave an interesting perspective. Al Tuck joined us; he seems to be dealing with the fire catastrophe quite well. I ran into Hannah today and she seemed almost happy. It is certainly one way of making a clean sweep of one’s life and possessions.
Ended up getting quite drunk. Karina finally collected us at the Khyber, then we went to the Fireside. Had a great Portobello mushroom burger. And more beer. Once we came home I have been printing off all the notes and agendas I need for the meetings with Canada Council this weekend. I have lost my itinerary and don’t even know what hotel I am staying at. I’m such a loser.
Karina is having a bath and I’m going to try to get my shit together before leaving tomorrow.
-chris
From : chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com
To : pm@pm.gc.ca
Subject : Sea King helicoptercrash showed crew’s stellar training, officers say anley fundraising for iberal leadership but in no rush to make it official ADQ accuses PQ of vote-buying, compares it to infamous Duplessis government
Date : Sat, 1 Mar 2003 21:06:56 -0800 (PST)
Dear Mr. Chretien,
I think am going to re-evaluate my unofficial policy of flying hungover. I was a bit of a zombie today. Was up early enough, but didn’t know the airport shuttle schedule and missed the last one. Took a cab from the Lord Nelson instead. Had a lame breakfast at th airport that cost $.44 more than the CC expense sheet breakdown. Airport security felt my shoes (the are steel toed) and made me unbuckle my belt before boarding. Slept for most of the flight. Did enjoy flying over Saint John; we weren’t that high up and could see a fair bit. Caught a regular bus from the airport and made a guess about where to get off downtown. I was a couple blocks off; not bad. I had no idea where the hotel was located, or if it was the one I was staying at; I had lost my travel itinerary. Checked into the Minto Suites. The room is nice; it has a litle siting area, small table and a cute kitchenette tucked behind closet doors. I headed back out to get a few groceries and a phone card. Made some spaghetti, called Karina (i am missing her already), and had a nap. A long nap; overslept by about two hours. I was planning to go to Gallery 101 and visit Florence, whom I had met last year. Didn’t get up until past six. Went for a walk down Bank street and then headed back to the hotel for supper. Was still feeling foggy and a little under-the-weather; didn’t really want to deal with people. Am feeling nervous and apprehensive about the meetings over the next couple days. I suspect everyone is better-informed than me, and that I won’t be able to contribute to the discussion. Hopefully a good nights sleep will help. I’ll channel surf for a while before going to bed; my favourite cable-TV activity. Having the internet in the room and displayed on the TV is a bit weird. I think it is the most futuristic new item or experience I have come in contact with in a long time; sort of like a microwave oven or a VCR.
-chris
From : chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com
To : pm@pm.gc.ca
Subject : Fractious debate heats up Tory leadership race as seven hopefuls trade barbs ‘yes’ side shows suport to OC; thousands visit downtown street party Vancouver bid committee starts convincing IOC to bring 2010 ames to city
Date : Sun, 2 Mar 2003 20:40:03 -0800 (PST)
Dear Mr. Chretien,
Had a long inter-regional and informal ARC meeting today. Woke up early to make breakfast in my room and read over some notes before heading down to Noahs to meet the rest of the group. t was too noisy and busy there so we decided just to eat (it was all-you-can-eat buffet) and then start the meeting in Jewl’s room. We met from 2:30 until about 7:30, discussing the agenda items for the meeting tomorrow and getting to know one another. Then we were all hungry and went to a Tai restaurant nearby and stayed until past closing time. Came back to the hotel, talked on Karina on the phone for a bit, checked and sent some email. Have a few things to read over before tomorrow’s meeting. I want to get a good nights sleep so will not even turn on the cable TV. The Internet is bad enough.
-chris
From : chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To : jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Subject : Chretien braves protesters at homelessness funding announcement» Federal immigration minister says process dealing with refugees working» Castro speaks on Iraq, trade embargo during Canadian stopover
Date : Wed, 05 Mar 2003 01:47:07 -0400
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Back in Halifax, the “business” trip already behind me. I think it was productive; it was hard to tell at times, as the discussion yesterday afternoon seemed a bit meandering and didn’t make clear points. But progress was made. It was a good experience just being there. I can’t go into it in a lot of detail because it is already late and we are all tired. Just came back from the Khyber benefit for those affected by the Gottingen Street Fire; the Superfriendz were certainly all they had been cracked up to be. Drank some beer but not too much; am trying to keep a handle on my tendency to go overboard. All in all it was a long day. Up early, my flight was delayed, got into Halifax later than expected, cashed some cheques to pay rent and made a nice soup for supper. Had a fun romp with Karina afterwards..
Have been at the Khyber since 7. The place was packed, to the point of selling out, which hardly ever happens. A success; lots of money raised. And seeing lots of people I haven’t in a while, and lots of new faces. Going to go watch a few dance videos with Karina before heading to bed; we are both planning to get up really early tomorrow.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Thursday, 6 March, 2003 12:45 am
Subject: PM announces Trans-Canada Highway upgrades in B.C., Saskatchewan» Martin’s camp to submit nomination papers for Liberal leadership» Two warships leave Halifax for Persian Gulf amidst questions over mission
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Woke up fairly early this morning and organized some of my papers, cleaned up the kitchen and washed a couple loads of laundry. My grandparents called and were coming in for a visit and wanted my help making repairs to the oven at their rented condo. I don’t think I was much help. Poppy and I took the back off the oven, pulled out some of the lighting wires and then the elements. We broke one of the contacts while doing so. We took the parts to an electrician on Windsor Street and must have been there for half an hour checking and replacing parts. I was running a bit late for my lunch date with Sally and Karina so I was dropped off near the Khyber to meet them. We made tentative plans to meet up later in the day, as they are staying in Halifax overnight at the Delta Halifax.
For lunch we went to Dharma Sushi; we ordered lots of food. It was the first time ever that I didn’t eat everything, I was just too full. The steamed soya beans were quite a treat. Good conversation; Sally and Karina really seem to be hitting it off over dance projects and costumes.
Karina had a birthday surprise for me after lunch; she wanted us to drive to Wolfville and go thrift shopping. She figured that since I was born there it was be a significant journey. She had borrowed Mohanad’s car for the trip. After a couple expected delays we were off. I had forgotten the drive to Wolfville is only an hour. We should try to go more often. It was still past six by the time we arrived and there weren’t really any good shops that we could find. Bought a few amusing items at the local dollar store. We ate at a cute little place called the Bistro. Had a good talk about threesomes and potential “candidates”. The weather was turning yucky, rain and the roads were slick, so we headed back to Halifax. We didn’t realize that there was a Frenchy’s in Windsor until our drive back home; by then it was way too late. Stopped at Chapters in Bayers Lake on the way home but didn’t buy anything. Stopped at the hotel to try to find my grandparents but they weern’t there; they must have gone out. Next on the list was Sobeys. We didn’t really have a list; we were just making it up as we went along.
The whole gang plus Sarah were home watching a movie: Pee Wee’s Big Top. Awful. Beyond awful, it was a travesty. We watched and made comments throughout. Played with the glow-in-the dark eyeballs and cap gun I had bought at the dollar store. No war on Irag!
Anyway, tomorrow Spencer and I will be at Pier 21 for the Cultural Careers Days. Karina still wants to go over potential tattoo designs before going to bed, so we had better get cracking.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Sunday, 9 March, 2003 12:16 pm
Subject: Referendum won’t necessarily happen if PQ gets re-elected says Landry» B.C. man convicted in Air India blast told police he was shocked by arrest» Sask Party rescinds nomination of Grant Schmidt, controversial ex-Tory
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Sorry I haven’t written in a few days. Been caught up in the transition of going back to work. Friday was my first “official” day back. First order of business? Swept and mopped the office floor, which was in dire need of a good clean. Thursday night I ate steak with Karina. I was cooking for her and figured I’d try it. Tasted good. The last time I ate red meat was when I broke down and had a hamburger at the Pitcher and Piano bar I was working at in London in 1998. I had gone vegetarian in 1995. Noticed no major bodily repercussions from eating the meat.
Spencer and I attended the Cultural Careers Day at Pier 21 all-day Thursday. He set up our table with flashing lights and a pink feather boa; if there was a prize for best table we would have won it. A sparse crowd. Spencer is very very good at talking to people—he is very friendly.
Met my folks for supper at the Fireside Friday night. They are enjoying the Brier. We finally were seated at a table in the newly-opened atrium after sitting at the bar drinking for some time. It was a good meal; I had the Portobello burger again. I think it is the feta cheese that makes it taste so good. My parents headed out to attend another curling match and Karina and I ran into Spencer, Sally and Steve downstairs so we stayed for another few hours drinking and smoking. Karina and I are slipping into bad social habits again, and smoking occasionally. I think this is why I am in favour of an all-out smoking ban. When we got home Karina and I discussed my relationship with Sally.
Saturday had the pleasure of meeting tom Scott to discuss his new Turret rental agreement. His previous contract expired on Friday. We are planning to use the space for Khyber Kids next week. Enrolment is full and we need the space. Out to Lunch Theatre still owe us considerable rent from the past month. Tom arrived for the meeting completely tanked. We came to no agreement; Tom wanted to discuss everything Monday. He has a Global TV interview already scheduled. He seems to be under the impression that he can set up his play after the Kids class is over—in about 10 minutes. I spoke with one of his board members afterwards to get a better dose of reality. Am heading down to the Khyber today to help Kerry to organise the room.
Had my parents and Jason over for supper last night. Karina made sushi. It gets better each time. My folks headed out to visit their friends Wendy and Mike and Jo and Bob; Jason stayed for a while and we talked about art. He seems to like the Chrétien paintings. I worked in the studio for a couple hours last night; hopefully I can stay in the groove of working a few hours each night.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Monday, 10 March, 2003 11:19 pm
Subject: Canada takes possession of third British sub after series of problems» Most Canadians are fffffreezing, waiting for the spring thaw» Paul Martin collects $612,000 in campaign donations in January-February
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Long day; was at the Khyber by 8:25am to prepare the building for the onslaught of Khyber Kids. Registration was a little zany and backed up. Overall the startup went smoothly.
Had another meeting with Tom this morning that didn’t really go anywhere; at least this time he wasn’t drunk. He really thinks he can pull off his play, including setup and teardown, in one hour. Today was his “grace” performance, even though Global didn’t show. He was out fast; so fast he “forgot” to meet with me again. His cell phone wasn’t working. He isn’t supposed to set foot in the space again without his rent up-to-date and a new contract. He is really trying my patience.
Had a last supper with Jason and Karina at the Med at around 3pm, before they headed down to NSCAD to shoot slides of his Polaroid documentation. He finished dispersing all the sand yesterday with Andrew. He is leaving tomorrow. It was nice having him around. I think my falafel burned the inside of my mouth; it is still sore.
Even though I was in the office all day (excepting lunch and a quick trip to the bank) I don’t feel I accomplished a whole lot. The pending grants are a big priority, as well as the financial crap, but Turret calls, Khyber Kids, projector rental and Internship inquiries seemed to fill the day. Talked to Goody on the phone, who is visiting for a week and is currently out in Avondale. Oh, and an interesting interview with a journalism student named Caroline Chan, who is interviewing people who knew the Caroline that ran the Khyber years ago.
Went to the Anna openings with Andréa and Eleanor; Kate was sitting in a pile of cake, handing chunks to people as they entered the gallery. A large video projection behind her showed the origins of the cake being made in her bathtub with her feet. The cake smelled way too sickly sweet. I eventually deposited my handfull on the entry card-slot of the dodgy bank machine that always screws up my PIN. Sweet revenge.
Had a quick drink with Tania and Rebecca in the Club. Tania is going to enlarge her fingerprint and put it in the Frame gallery, as homage to the CAE fallout. Ryan from NSCAD wants to talk to me and her about the whole experience on Wednesday. She has to do her volunteer time before the end of March.
Made supper at home and worked in the studio for a couple hours. Finished (less cutting and varnishing) the “Ottawa targets child predators” and started sketching out “The $25-billion legacy”.
Am heading to bed. Tomorrow is another early day and Karina and I meet with David mid-morning.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Tuesday, 11 March, 2003 10:52 pm
Subject: Canada makes new pitch to United Nations: Give Iraq a 3-week deadline» Paul Martin says he’ll hand control of shipping business to his sons» Five Edmonton firefighters rescued after roof collapses in burning building
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Was at work early this morning to act as Wal-Mart “greeter” for the younger Khyber Kids getting dropped off at the front doors. The traffic is quite bad at that time in the morning. There is a great energy in the building when there are kids all over. Worked for awhile then headed home to meet Karina for our appointment with David. She was running late—just getting out of the shower—but we hustled and were only a few minutes late. Today was a sort of impromptu wrap-up session; things had been going OK between us. We talked mostly about anxiety and prediction, as well as the recent room setup discussion (Karina wants my help turning our walk-in closet into a viable workspace for her studies; I am worried about the time itself that act may consume). Anyway, we didn’t book another appointment, just that we’d call in mid-April to schedule one.
Spilt a cab with Karina downtown and hopped out at the bank, then walked back to work. Tom Scott pulled a fast one on me again, slipping out after his (unsanctioned) performance this afternoon, and (purposefully?) leaving his cell phone unplugged. He is becoming a Saddam to my Bush. He won’t get away from me so easily tomorrow.
Worked on grants for the rest of the afternoon, in between visits and phone calls. Met with Heather and Peter at 5pm at the Med to discuss the upcoming compendium catalogues grant. Still lots of material to gather but the guts of the proposal is there. Ate the Greek Pasta Salad special.
Came home, made some hummus, washed dishes. Worked in the studio for a bit. Am too tired to stay up late tonight. Also think I am coming down with a cold.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Tuesday, 11 March, 2003 10:52 pm
Subject: Canada makes new pitch to United Nations: Give Iraq a 3-week deadline» Paul Martin says he’ll hand control of shipping business to his sons» Five Edmonton firefighters rescued after roof collapses in burning building
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Was at work early this morning to act as Wal-Mart “greeter” for the younger Khyber Kids getting dropped off at the front doors. The traffic is quite bad at that time in the morning. There is a great energy in the building when there are kids all over. Worked for awhile then headed home to meet Karina for our appointment with David. She was running late—just getting out of the shower—but we hustled and were only a few minutes late. Today was a sort of impromptu wrap-up session; things had been going OK between us. We talked mostly about anxiety and prediction, as well as the recent room setup discussion (Karina wants my help turning our walk-in closet into a viable workspace for her studies; I am worried about the time itself that act may consume). Anyway, we didn’t book another appointment, just that we’d call in mid-April to schedule one.
Spilt a cab with Karina downtown and hopped out at the bank, then walked back to work. Tom Scott pulled a fast one on me again, slipping out after his (unsanctioned) performance this afternoon, and (purposefully?) leaving his cell phone unplugged. He is becoming a Saddam to my Bush. He won’t get away from me so easily tomorrow.
Worked on grants for the rest of the afternoon, in between visits and phone calls. Met with Heather and Peter at 5pm at the Med to discuss the upcoming compendium catalogues grant. Still lots of material to gather but the guts of the proposal is there. Ate the Greek Pasta Salad special.
Came home, made some hummus, washed dishes. Worked in the studio for a bit. Am too tired to stay up late tonight. Also think I am coming down with a cold.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Sunday, 16 March, 2003 11:31 am
Subject: Some 200,000 people in Montreal join countrywide protests against war in Iraq» PQ election platform promises detailed vision of independent Quebec» Another Canadian case of atypical pneumonia confirmed; 2 dead, 9 infected
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
We didn’t go to Ray and Sarah’s party last night, which was probably a good thing as I still have grants to work on today. I’m sure Colleen and Greg celebrated their birthdays with great aplomb. My equilibrium is a little bit off this morning, having had a few drinks at the Blind Stairs opening at the Mount and beer and cigarettes at the Fireside; our new favourite place to gather, it seems. Sarah H., Eleanor, Andréa, Sarah K. and Courtney and Karina and I descended there after the opening. The chartered bus dropped us off at the at the Khyber but there was a cover charge; hence the Fireside, again. Sarah wants me to write about the Blind Stairs show, as the works have a certain affinity with the type of paintings shown in We Build Excitement. I quite liked the show, and it was nice meeting Janice, who had shown with me in My Rolodex last spring.
Spent most of Saturday trying to work on the grants but as usual was constantly being distracted. One of the current MFA students came in to book the Turret and we had a nice chat; he used to work at Open Space in Victoria. Had lunch with Sarah and we talked about the current smear campaign against her. It seems that the NSCAD Visitors’ Apartment party has really ruffled some feathers, and there are nasty stories circulating about. I’ve never seen Sarah seem so stressed out. I think some people just need to lighten up, or go to a good party once in while.
Talked to Goody B for a bit; she was in Halifax for just a day or so, and staying in Avondale for a week. We talked about her old apartment, loss and remembrance, and personal thoughts insinuated in mass distribution mail.
The Yvonne Rainer talk was cancelled at the last minute Friday night; apparently she missed her first flight (missing passport or something like that), and the then the doors wouldn’t close properly on her second flight and by then it was too late. A bunch of us ended up there that night as well. Andréa, Karina and I caught a cab up to Kings to see Jacob’s play. His Quartet opened the same weekend as Neptune’s Liasons Dangereux. It was a sparse production with just two actors playing four parts; some nice movements, great filthy language, but methodically paced and over-acted to a degree; Jacob’s trademarks. He really emphasizes the text. Karina liked it, which says a lot.
Had to borrow Mohanad’s car after getting home from the play to drive to Spencer’s house and have him sign some cheques; he left for Toronto for a 10-day visit yesterday morning. When I came back Karina and Mohanad were in a fairly heated argument about happiness. Hot topic. Mohanad and Rebecca seem to be experiencing some co-habitating troubles. Karina the logician and Mohanad the spiritualist were not quite seeing eye-to-eye. Then Ted and Sally and Steve came by unexpectedly and Mohanad left with the boys to have beer at the Granite and Sally stayed for a bit, had a tour of the house and talked with Karina and I. I think its safe to say we were both happy about that. Sally couldn’t reach a cab so I drove her home. Having a car in the driveway is certainly handy.
Am heading back to the Khyber today to (hopefully) finish those grants. There is Drawing Club tonight.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Tuesday, March 18, 2003 12:48 AM
Subject: Canada won’t participate in Iraq war without UN backing, Chretien says» Edmonton woman, Ontario man latest suspected cases of mystery pneumonia» Manley confirms he’s in leadership race but delays campaign launch
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Spent all day Sunday at the Khyber working on grants. Since I have been working on them for so many days I am going about it in a slower pace, which is a little easier on the head. Went home for sipper, made some spaghetti, then headed back for a few more hours. Missed the Drawing Club session. Apparently it was a wild one, with lots of testosterone flowing; Courtney ended up taking pictures of Mike running down the street with his pants off and Andrew chasing him with the cap gun. Motorists were amused. Took a bath with Karina and we stayed up late.
Continued with the grants today. Tom came by to collect some of his stuff from the Turret. I told him we were planning to keep the blacks in lieu of back-rent; he became indignant, and said that they didn’t belong to him. I know that; it’s part of the point. He ended up leaving with the sound board that belonged to one of the actors and the smaller blacks and costume of the other actor. The actors came by later on and helped me dismantle his set, take down the blacks and the lights. He stresses me out but maybe it will help me become more assertive.
Finished the grants for 4:30 and then met Dan in the Club for a St. Paddy’s Day drink (Corona). Talked about HRM Capital District, urban planning and Jacob’s play. Went to the openings at Anna; a good group print show and an MFA thesis exhibition about lace and shadows.
Red’s show opened at eyelevel gallery; it was well-attended by a wide cross-section of people. lots of kids. It is a very slick show. Who wouldn’t want to see themselves as a miniature action figure? And the doll-house rooms are remarkable. Piled into Ingrid’s car with Rebecca and Sarah and we went to a studio opening at the Enterprise car rental/garage building on Gottingen Street. Mike Wein and his friend were showing some collaborative sculpture and drawing. It was nice to be at an art opening in a disused, non-art related space. Free beer and good conversation, even with Andrew, who showed Red and I his studio in the basement next to the parking garage. It is cold and noisy but has an old conveyer belt running down to it.
Walked back to the Khyber with Red and talked about Montréal/Halifax art scenes and openings. He had some interesting things to say about my letter-writing and painting project; he thinks I should go large with the national media (or stay home). Managed to nurse a beer a long time, then we both got tired and left, fairly early. Nicholas’ Satisfaction nights seem to be taking off; there was a good crowd. The article in the Gazette may have helped.
Checked out the new Iamstatic website when I got home, which branched out into James Paterson and a brief discussion of ethics as it pertains to Nike. I’d make a commercial for Nike for a wad of cash; only I’d be sure to use the same devices to sabotage the ad (own creative work) afterwards.
A full day ahead tomorrow; a board meeting, financial updates (already trying to put off bill payments); too many decision to be made on lease, fire benefit payments, programming, sub-tenants, contracts, khyber kids, the list goes on. Am about to email myself a reminder, sheesh.
Noticed all the newspapers carried the same headline today:
‘Moment of truth for the world’
I’m already sick of that term, and it hasn’t had nearly as much airplay as “Now, more than ever…” or “Weapons of mass destruction” or “regime change”.
And wouldn’t it be ineteresting if the headlines were to read: “War looms: Bush abandons diplomacy and demands Chrétien’s exile Jean Chrétien was given 48 hours to abandon power Monday and flee Canada or face a U.S.-led military onslaught aimed at hunting him down and dismantling his government.”
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Thursday, March 20, 2003 8:48 AM
Subject: Liberal cabinet minister’s anti-Bush comments stir fresh controversy» Canadian protesters hit the streets within minutes of bombs falling on Iraq» Canada watches from sidelines, stays mum as U.S-led coalition attacks Iraq
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
“Now, more than ever…war is where it’s at”. I was working on a painting in the studio last night when the cruise missiles were fired at Baghdad in a “succulent” attempt at “decapitation” of Saddam Hussein. Imagine trying to use a huge missile lobbed from hundreds of kilometers to take off someone’s head! Only in America, they say. I had a dream a couple nights ago about war starting in Iraq: I was in a jeans factory with a group of Iraqi soldiers. It felt very tense. I hate the news coverage already. The propaganda war has kicked into high gear; now, reporters busy their jaws with horror stories about Saddam as they try desperately to fill dead-air in between bombings. I hate hearing about the tanks and missiles and aircraft carriers as if the news is just a big info-mercial for American munitions.
All things considered, I had a pretty good day yesterday. Beyond the talk of war, the Khyber has its own problems, namely the fact that its bank account is already overdrawn. I’m trying to ensure we don’t bounce any cheques. But my energy was good yesterday; maybe it was the vitamin B-12 tablet I had for breakfast. I have been feeling vegetable-deprived lately. Got the last of the grant final reports off, finished T-4s and got them in the mail, fired off a slew of sponsorship letters and received confirmation from Avis for a van rental for the Gala. Started working on summer employment grants and found a sweet-sounding deal offered by RBC for an after-school program—between $25,000-40,000.
Met with Ray at AGNS; he was showing Garry Kennedy the area painted for the Middle east paintings (a recent acquisition), and we went on a tour of the new re-hanging. Most of the galleries look really nice; bright and colourful, bold colours for the walls and lots and lots and lots of paintings. My proposed space has changed again; now Ray is offering a quarter of the main space, where Michael’s show is now. We played around with a map trying to figure out placement and I think it will work. Garry suggested I frame each and every letter; it would cost about $9,000 to do so. Ray made a face. I think I’d like to tack each letter up; we figured it would fill the long 54′ wall, floor-to-ceiling. Nice.
Met Karina for a drink in the Club after work; the silly girl has bought a package of cigarettes. Bad habits forming. She was meeting Courtney for a sound art lesson and I went to Sobeys and bought groceries. Yay, fruits and vegetables once again! Karina headed off to Sally’s last night to go over dance drawings and ideas for costumes; she was out until midnight or later. I had already gone to bed, listening to the radio until falling asleep.
I just realized that I have an appointment with a dermatologist this morning to look at the crazy moles on my back. I was hoping to get cracking on the year-end books this morning, but it looks like it will have to wait until tomorrow. I can only work on my accounting program in the mornings, as the media centre gets too full in the afternoons.
Elsie Wayne is on the radio right now “worrying” about Saint John being a target for war retaliations! What a tit.
Have to clean out the kitty litter before heading out this morning.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Saturday, March 22, 2003 9:45 AM
Subject: U.S. should let UN lead reconstruction effort in Iraq, Graham says» Thousands of students march for peace a day early in Winnipeg» Manley says Canadians must stop moral attacks on U.S. over Iraq war
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
It’s odd that I would find solace in soulless book-keeping while the bombs drop on Baghdad. Spent quite a few hours yesterday at work glued to Simply Accounting 8.5. The “continued coverage” of the “conflict in Iraq” sounds a sham. Like a poorly-written adventure novel read in slow motion. The call-in shows at least have a humourous component; the idiot rednecks whose bloodlust is barely concealed beneath their contempt for those of us who wish for peaceful solutions to problems. I guess what I learned in elementary school was wrong; two wrongs do make a right.
Ran into Sally in the DHBC display window; I was there to book the window for the Gala, she was setting up a display for the next Live Art Production. Helped her set up some fabric.
Met Karina after work and we had supper at home. I made a “root soup”—carrots, potatoes, turnip, sweet potato and ginger. Nadia called from Vancouver and spoke with Karina for quite awhile. It had been a long time since either of us had talked to her.
Worked in the studio for an hour or so. Did some lettering and also a tally; I’ve 16 pictures to go. Yikes! That’s about 2.13 every week, or something like that.
Ted came by and we talked about a video treatment for the Gala TV ad. It’ll involve auctioneers and farm animals. We’ll work more on it during the week.
Went to the Joel Plaskett Emergency benefit at the Club. Jon Epsworth opened and performed in his trademark housecoat. He’s got a great set of lungs. JPE were fashionably late; the club was hot and sweaty before they even started. They put on a great show. The place was packed, and we raised just over a thousand. Rebecca bought me a couple beer but I was mostly drinking water. Lots of Guinness on special; Craig had ordered too many for St. Patrick’s Day.
Am heading out now with Rebecca. She is going to the eyelevel censorship symposium; I’m going to do more book-keeping. We’re going to meet up at the big protest scheduled for 1pm. Despite hopes for a large turnout I feel protests are a little moot at this point. Other actions need to be planned.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Sunday, March 23, 2003 11:20 AM
Subject: U.S. flags burned as thousands across Canada protest war in Iraq» Ontario to double funding in fight against deadly West Nile virus» Charest won’t be drawn into sniping at political rivals in Quebec campaign
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Spent a couple hours working on the books yesterday before Elizabeth came in to watch the office. I showed her the membership database and left for the protest with Rebecca, Heather and Aaron; the first in mild weather this year. A large gathering of the usual suspects plus lots of older folks and kids. It was an impressive march down to the consulate. We actually stayed for the speeches and a powerful moment of silence before Rebecca and I headed back to the Khyber. Had some Turret booking to do; a play called the Queens had to be pulled out of Bella Muse (because of the fire marshal) and the Gay and Lesbian Bisexual Youth Project were bumped to the Ballroom for workshops today. Went home for supper but went back to the club for the lecture on radio, censorship and art. There was some good solid background on an issue that faced CKDU in the early and mid-nineties, and some solid critique of the CBC from Bruce Wark, and Eleanor offered good insights on various pirate radio strategies, but the discussion went on for too long and it seemed everyone was in agreement. Not terribly dynamic, more of a radio love-in. It made me feel a little depressed at just how bad the mainstream is; how completely “embedded” the commercial and private radio stations are with corporate ideology.
Walked to Sobeys with Courtney to get some cat food. Stopped at the video store on the way because I was tired and didn’t feel like working in the studio. We rented Airplane; it was good for a few laughs. Read a bit of the Daily News but was turned off right away by the terminology used in the fancy war maps. Referring to the US-led war as “Allies” really makes me feel sick; when only a tiny handful of countries commit troops to illegally sack another it is the furthest thing from an “allied force”. Not to mention how it refers to the Second World War; there is just no comparison. It does veterans of that war a great injustice. Even the Hitler/Hussein similarities are weak; sure the US supported both early in their “regimes”, but Iraq has been suffering for over a decade, and as we seem to be seeing now, is in no position to act aggressively and is no risk whatsoever to the US, the UK or Australia. The whole thing makes me so mad! The arrogance and pig-headedness and impatience of the US makes me sick.
Anyway, am heading out to the Khyber for a few more hours of book-keeping before going to Ifo’s for a KDMC brunch meeting. Big Drawing Club meeting tonight. They have been invited to participate in a drawing show at the St. Mary’s University Art Gallery next month. Andrew has been working on a website; you should check it out at:
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Monday, March 24, 2003 8:18 AM
Subject: Two more cases of SARS reported in Ontario; about 12 others showing symptoms» Ontario Liberals promise to stop planned private clinics, hire more nurses» Hundreds gather for multi-faith church service for peace in Iraq
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
We received quite a dump of snow for most of yesterday. Stopped by the Khyber to get a bit of book-keeping done before heading to Ifo’s for the KDMC in-camera meeting. Saw Trevor pulling into Brunswick towers on my way and stopped to say hi. He offered to drive me the rest of the way but first we had to get out of the driveway; the roads were so slick that uphill motion was almost impossible. We used a small piece of floor mat to get traction and another passer-by helped me push.
I was only at the meeting for about fifteen minutes before Karina called to say that the alarm monitoring station had called; someone had broken into the office. Which wouldn’t have been hard, since the lock was broken; someone was either testing the validity of the sign I had put up or was trying to steal something. I called a cab but there was a half-hour wait, so I half ran, half walked back to the Khyber. When I got there everything was fine; the elastic bands were even on the doorknob. Maybe the police had put them back on. Stayed for more book-keeping.
Came home to make supper and listen to the war. Had to shut Rex Murphy off though. Karina gets almost violently mad when she hears ignorant or stupid callers. Here’s a typical reply that would get her mad; I found it on a “sound off” part of the Canada.com website:
Name: ME
E-mail: an_american@yahoo.com
Occupation: UNEMPLOYED
Location: USA
I think that many of you canadians are non supportive of the US and have your heads in the wrong place. too many political motives being worked here. the fact is that iraq is in breach of everything that a free and peace loving society stands for. please support the US troops instead of destroying our ties and harming morale. I can’t wait for the montreal cincinnati game.
I, on the other hand, sort of get a kick out of it.
Robert and Tonia stopped by for a visit; they had been out for a walk and saw Karina (shovelling?) and they all came in for tea, coffee and conversation as well as a quick tour of the house & basement. They left as Drawing Club members began to arrive. David brought Lupo but Lucy is afraid of dogs so he took him home and came back. A good turnout; Lucy, Valerie, Peter, David, Sarah. Karina was in on it for a bit and I stayed but mostly worked on the lettering for “the $25-billion legacy”, which I completed. Then I worked on some phallic-centric drawings.
We hooked the cable up to watch the Oscars. A disappointing display of American excess in solemn disguise. Steve Martin only made me laugh once and I can’t even remember what the joke was now. I liked Adrian Brody’s acceptance speech—no one expected him to win, and then who would have thought he’d molest Halle Barry like that?—his demand for more time, and his frustrated, almost nonsensical expression of desire for peace. I missed Michael Moore. Decided to break with my own tradition and tore myself away in the last hour. I always feel like I’ve gorged myself when I watch the whole thing.
Speaking of feeling sick, overhearing George Bush talking about Iraqi soldiers turning themselves in “gleefully and happily” just about did me in; what does it take to have the media take moronic politicians to task for stupid statements like that? Who, in a time of invasion, is gleeful and happy? Where is the questioning behind the propoganda?
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Tuesday, March 25, 2003 8:02 AM
Subject: B.C. premier fined for drunk driving on Hawaiian vacation» White elephant B.C. fast ferries sold at auction for fraction of cost» Canada won’t withdraw ships, exchange troops from Gulf, Liberals say
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Borrowed the Festiva yesterday morning to get some supplies at Canadian Tire; window cleaner, fresh mop head and ice salt—there was still snow on the ground. I shovelled a bit of the sidewalk when I got to work but didn’t really need the salt as the temperature was mild and there was no ice. I’m sure we’ll need the salt at least once before the end of the season.
Worked on the books in the morning. The Honeymoon is fading; made a few incorrect postings that I couldn’t figure out how to reverse. Found previous postings I didn’t realize had been there. It doesn’t feel as satisfying anymore. Ended up in a foul mood for most of the afternoon.
Ted came by to talk about the Gala ad. It is sounding way more complicated than I had hoped; it is sounding like a regular TV shoot. It will involve an auctioneer, wearable art folks, dancers, backgrounders, props and lights.
Dan was scheduled to stop by for supper but he came into the office today and had to postpone until next week. I decided to skip the openings at Anna and stopped at Superstore on the way home to pick up a few things to add to supper tonight. Karina has been on an inverse schedule to mine as of late; she was having a nap when I came home. She has been staying up quite late and I’ve been getting up early. After supper I talked to Rebecca about the Drawing Club show and then worked in the studio for awhile. “The $25-billion…” and “Ottawa targets…” are completed, and I have begun “PM to Bush: hold off on war”.
Some of the “debate” I have been hearing on the radio lately has been sounding quite tense. I can understand why people would get more emotional wanting to stay out of war; but I have a hard time understanding the fervent desire to be involved in war. Those knee-jerk “buddies of America” should understand that friends don’t let friends do war.
Began reading again; picked up A House for Mr. Biswas. Had to keep flipping backwards to get re-adjusted, it has been so long I have forgotten what was going on. Went to bed fairly early; woke up at about 6am when Karina came to bed. Am heading to work shortly to continue on the books. Yay.
Sounds like the war will be more drawn out; looks like we’ll be protesting again this weekend.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Wednesday, March 26, 2003 8:04 AM
Subject: U.S. ‘disappointed’ Canada not supporting war against Iraq, says ambassador» Chretien expresses qualified support for U.S. war effort in Iraq» Liberals push through $59 million more for troubled gun registry
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Sounds like things are heating up for you in the H of C. If you want my advice you should stand strong against those nitwits like Harper and Stockwell Day. In fact, maybe you should listen a little more to the NDP. The fact that the “conflict has already started” is a bit of a lame excuse and back-handed endorsement of the hostile activities undertaken by the ‘States. I understand the difficult line you’ve got to walk, but taking the moral high ground when a sovereign nation and one of the world’s oldest cultures is being invaded by the world’s only Superpower is a good thing. When I here statements from the US Ambassador—”Cellucci acknowledged the help on other fronts, noting Canada will ‘provide more support for this war in Iraq indirectly than most of those 46 countries that are fully supporting us.'”—I worry that we as a nation aren’t drawing that line very thickly. Support trade, respect a historic friendship, but never forget: Friends don’t let friends do war.
Don’t you find it odd that the news networks scramble all over themselves with 24-hour coverage of the invasion as soon as it starts, then as the conflict actually turns nasty, drawn-out and more war-like, they pull back on coverage and the “war” becomes yet another news item, like sports or child abuse?
Had a better morning working on the books yesterday. Unlike the day before, it didn’t put me into a foul mood. Dan came by just before noon and we walked to the AGNS together to attend an HRM Capital District working committee (and free lunch—yay). Following a powerpoint presentation and a very brief statement on cultural policy from Keith McPhail (who then ducked out of the meeting halfway through), the consultants opened the floor up for questions, comments and discussion. A lot of it centred around a new presentation space. I was surprised to see the Khyber specifically mentioned in the on-screen agenda, and had to speak to that.
The rest of the afternoon was sort of business as usual. Came home for a brief supper before going back to work for a thinly-attended Gala meeting. We talked mostly about entertainment (we are still looking for a headliner) and the TV ad that Ted has agreed to shoot. I made a bit of a blunder earlier in the day when I tried to contact John Dunsworth to see if he would be interested in playing our “auctioneer”. I called his agent looking for his number, and before I knew it she was forwarding my request to John and ACTRA, and after an interesting conversation about unions I was faxing a request to ACTRA.
And guess what! There was an envelope from the Baie-Saint-Paul centre for me—I opened it but the letter was in French only. From my understanding it sounded positive, but I couldn’t be sure so I called Caroline and read it to her for translation. I’m in! They accepted me for the month-long symposium! It made my day. Now I don’t feel so bad about not getting the NSACPC presentation grant (now batting 0 for 3 for provincial grants and 0 for 1 for federal). Wanted to celebrate but Karina was off at school so I scurried down to my basement hole and worked on a new painting instead—am now working on an older image, “A clear commitment to democracy”—the nice on from the ‘Post of you recoiling from Dubya’s outstretched hand.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Thursday, March 27, 2003 8:16 AM
Subject: Thousands asked to wear masks as health officials extend SARS quarantine» Defence Department confirms Canadian personnel active in war on Iraq» Canada to provide $100 million in aid for Iraq
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
I called an Iraqi hotline yesterday to let you know I don’t support the war. I’m annoyed that there are more reports that Canadian exchange troops are actively involved in the war. Steven Staples of the Ottawa-based Polaris Institute said there is a contradiction between Canada’s foreign policy and the facts on the ground.
“Today, Canadian ships and aircraft are clearly playing a war role despite Canada’s policy,” he told a news conference.
“Our three frigates have been permitted to escort U.S. warships up the Persian Gulf to Kuwait, our two surveillance planes are relaying information to the U.S. Fifth fleet and a handful of exchange soldiers are serving with the U.S. and U.K. forces.
“Policy incoherence would be an understatement.”
Look, I’m sure the US and UK forces can bomb the hell out of Baghdad and continue to invade Iraq without the help of 30 Canadians. You should pull them out.
Went home for a late lunch with Karina yesterday, then was back at work until about 7. Erin from MANS came by to get the theatre blacks; Barb had called earlier in the day and asked about them. Seeing as they didn’t belong to Tom there was no reason to try to hold them hostage; Barb sounded just as annoyed with him as we were. Perhaps more so; apparently he had not even asked MANS if he could use their blacks. Finished up some employment grants. Continued to plan the video shoot for Sunday; John stopped by and said he was in. He seems very supportive. Mat stopped by later in the afternoon and we talked for awhile. He is working on his paintings for his show at the Khyber in February. We both talked about how we are not going out so much, missing openings to spend time in the studios.
Worked in the studio for a couple hours in the evening; making good headway on “a clear commitment to democracy”. Made some supper/lunch for today, then went to bed. Continued reading A house for Mr. Biswas. Am meeting Peter this morning to go over the books. Yay.
Hey, pop quiz for you. According to Canadian politicians is George Bush:
a. a moron
b. an asshole
c. a non-statesmen
d. a nut
e. all of the above
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Friday, March 28, 2003 8:22 AM
Subject: Canadians warned to avoid travelling through hot zones for SARS in Asia» Special surgical masks to protect against SARS sell out in Toronto» Investigators implicate entertainment system wiring in Swissair crash
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Had another fun-filled morning working on the ‘ole books yesterday. Met Peter, our accountant, to go over things; I’m only about half-way of where I need to be. Yikes.
Had a meeting with the Artcan guys, Peter and Jeff, at the NS Dept. of Tourism and Culture offices. Briony was there as was Marcel from cultural industries. He sure talks about the industry and “product” side of art and crafts. The incessant analogies to factories and products made me wince, actually. The Artcan idea is a good one; they have tentatively secured a large space from the port authority to run a large-scale open studio concept. Artists would pay membership and user fees to have access to great facilities such as printing presses, kilns, foundry, photography, textile equipment, the whole nine yards. They only need to find $300, 000 or so to buy some equipment and get a lease on the building. It is a super ambitious project, that’s for sure.
Had another meeting later in the afternoon with the ALFA steering committee and others that wanted to mark the anniversary of the dismantling of the NSAC. We talked a lot about the current gov’t, how to ensure they don’t get re-elected (and there were doubts expressed about this because there is a good possibility the liberals and ndp will split the vote). Talked a lot about the war and anti-Americanism (which was often more specifically expressed as anti-Bush Americanism, though stories of dumb Americans blindly and dutifully following their Leader popped up now and again. Leah came with her new baby Liam; his first visit to a pub (he’s just over ten weeks old). Darn cute, too. Was that an increase in the ticking of my own biological clock?
Have you ever checked out the website for the Project for the New American Century? Scary, scary stuff. Those developed and articulated that vision of a global American Empire are now high-ranking officials in the Bush administration—Cheny, Rumsfeld, Wolfowitz et al. They actively sought “regime change” from Clinton back in ’98! The increase in US military spending this past year is more than China’s total military spending—and China is second in the world, behind the US of course. Scary, scary stuff. We are indeed mired in a new world order.
“http://www.newamericancentury.org”
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Saturday, March 29, 2003 5:50 PM
Subject: Second Toronto area hospital isolated because of further spread of SARS» Driving examiners refuse to work, unions seek help as SARS strikes workplace» Critics accuse Liberals of hypocrisy over Canadian troops in Iraq war
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
Was having a great day at work yesterday but my energy and good mood bottomed out just past five. Spencer was in the office when a big package came from Canada Council; we thought it was a big fat rejection from the Inter-Arts program but it turns out we got the grant. Yay! We’ll be hosting In/Spire, a series of performance art initiatives starting hopefully this fall and occurring in the Turret. Dan came by to do some faxing, Briony and Emily came to get some letters and check the status of artist donations for the Gala, Jacob was in working on the poster and Dawn came by to finalize distribution of funds for the Gottingen Street fire victims. Ted came by to talk about the video shoot; my ideas were expossed for what they are: hopelessly awful. He propoed a new storyline that will be much easier to shoot; I need to contact the volunteers and scale back; we only need two actors.
Everyone met in the Club after work; Spencer, Sarah, Karina, Andréa and Tashia. Sarah has just been back from NY and recently found out she was accepted to York, and will be heading there in the fall. Tashia and Spencer are just back from Toronot; he for a visit, she for an opening of her work at Gallery 44. There was a celebratory mood in the air but Karina and I are so broke right now it tends to weigh us down. We knew that there was an opening at the AGNS but weren’t sure of the time and not really psyched about it. Tashia finally pushed us to action; she was really hungry. So was I, and there was a hope that there would be good food (there were legitimate doubts; Michael’s opening had been conspicuously thin on the food side of things). But tonight the AGNS didn’t disappoint; a decent spread of food and lots and lots of free booze. I didn’t even see any of the galleries, and missed the Tim Zuck show entirely. I do remember carrying Colleen Wolstenholme on my shoulders briefly; we’re both lucky I didn’t fall down. Spencer dragged me off to the Tribeca for more beer but I left after one; I think I was rambling incoherently. Met Tara on the corner of Spring Garden and Queen and stopped to chat; she wanted to smoke a joint so we went off on a search for papers and a cigarette. Sat at the benches on the corner and smoked and watched the Friday night crowds of people bustling past and bitched and complained about the Bush administration.
Karina and Courtney were watching Miss Congeniality when I got home. Don’t worry, they hadn’t rented it, it was on cable. I ate some leftovers and passed out on the couch before the end of the movie; woke up and there was another movie on but it took me ten minutes to realize it was different. Something starring Shelley Long with bad hair.
Am heading into work for a few hours today; have to finish some PR for the upcoming shows and Dala invites for the next mailout on Monday. If there is an anti-war protest today I may join it on Barrington Street as it passes the Khyber; I don’t want to spend three hours marching around Halifax. And I don’t want to hear any more boring speeches. I want results, and I am doubting that given the new world order, that it happens from protests. The protest movement has been absorbed and neutered by the mainstream.
Am trying to stay in a good mood.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Sunday, March 30, 2003 9:48 AM
Subject: Leaders scale back events to prepare for Quebec election debate Monday» Protesters for and against war in Iraq take to the streets across Canada» Graham defers to Minister of Defence on Canadian troops fighting in Iraq
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
I was working in the office when the peace rally marched down Barrington Street. It was a little thinner in numbers and sounded more subdued than last week. I decided not to join in; it looked like it was going to rain. And I had work to do…that I wasn’t doing very well, or fast. I was lacking the required computer software savvy to complete the Gala handbills. Oh well.
I can hardly believe that there are actually idiots protesting that we should be in the war! It blows my mind, really. Check this out:
“Dressed as the Statue of Liberty and carrying a sign saying The Big Mouth Does Not Speak for Us All, California-born Canadian citizen Jennifer Hill, 33, said she’s “embarrassed” at Canada’s failure to back Washington in the war.
“I think it’s sad that we can’t unite with the States,” she said.
“I understand we may not have the military resources to send, but even some verbal support for them, I think, would have made a difference.”
She said there’s now a division between Canada and the U.S. which Canadians will “pay for very severely” in terms of trade and future military support.
“We need that business. We need the positive relations. If we ever have to call upon the United States in the time of need, I don’t think that they’ll be there for us.”
I just can’t believe she was dressed up like a green statue—made in France, of all places. She probably doesn’t even know that. Isn’t there a large anti-France movement underfoot in the ‘States? Or is it moot now that they invaded anyway. She does express quite nicely a common thread running through all the pro-war rednecks: we should be supporting the US, or else. And for me it is that or else, that threat, that is exactly why we should draw our own line in the sand. And when exactly was the last time Canadians needed US military support?
Took a payroll advance so Karina and I could buy some groceries. We borrowed Mohanad’s car and went to the new grocer on Gottingen Street. Also went to Julien’s for bread and the Italian Market for deli meats. Made supper when we got home. Mohanad is packed and ready to move out, though he is not going to Montréal. He is also going to sell the Festiva, unless the rest of us in the house want to pay for its upkeep and insurance. I don’t think we can afford to.
Karina and I headed out for the Live Art Productions performance of Loha/Thok at the du Maurier Theatre. It was unexpectedly sold out when we arrived. We put ourselves down on a waiting list and waited. Just before the show started they freed up some tickets, but by the time they reached us on the list there was only one ticket left, so I urged Karina to take it. I went home and worked in the studio for a bit, then got a phone call from Karina during intermission; there had been an empty seat beside her the whole time! So I zipped over and sat through the second piece. The dance was very energetic and a good meshing of traditional and contemporary movements, though it seemed disjointed from itself somehow. There were some really nice moments when the dancers were speaking in this halting, staccato, stuttering manner; it was effective and not laborious or too serious.
Met Sally’s father after the performance; he is here to help her move. Mohanad is helping today as well; she is moving to Beaver Bank. Karina was up for going out but Sally and the dancers were all heading back to a house party and I, for once, didn’t feel like going out. Too tired. I had to force myself to not nod off during the performance.
Tamara is coming over this morning to visit while Trevor plays basketball, then I am heading back to the Khyber to meet Ted, Elizabeth and Spencer to work on the TV ad. Should be fun.
-chris
From: chris lloyd <chrislloyd5676@hotmail.com>
To: jean chretien <pm@pm.gc.ca>
Date: Monday, March 31, 2003 7:54 AM
Subject: Calgary, Vancouver rallies favour U.S.; thousands march for peace in Toronto» Mask shortage puts nurses at risk for SARS, says Ontario nurses’ group» SARS claims fourth Canadian life; child is on the growing list of cases
Dear Mr. Chrétien,
The video shoot went on and on yesterday, starting just past 12:30 and wrapping close to ten o’clock. The first scenes took the longest as we were waiting for adequate lighting gear—we initially tried lighting the washroom with clip-lamps and various gallery lights. Karina managed to secure some lights (the photo department lost her first booking from a few days ago) and lighting was easier for the rest of the shots. The doctor scenes we shot in the Heritage Trust office. Twice, because the microphone has been disconnected from the first takes. We were inventing and building the props as we went along. We ordered pizza from Thomasinos and took the production to our house for the final scenes. Elizabeth was incredibly gracious and patient. When it was all over we went to the Granite for beer. Met Steve and Yvette there. Went to Bearlys for a nightcap and stayed ’till close; partly because we wanted to leave together and get a drive home—it had started raining hard. It still is, actually. When everyone was ready to go I called Karina—who had stayed home to study—to pick us up in the Festiva. She drove Elizabeth, Spencer and Ted home.
Lots to do today. Have to find my rain gear; it is still pouring outside. Yay, no more snow! Hopefully this rain will wash some of the ugliness away as well; the cigarette butts and garbage that accumulates over the winter. Yuck.
-chris
DEAR PM 